Endings

I've been in Idaho this week, staying near the bedside of my dad. He died this morning.Today has been weird. It feels like I'm acting in a sad, horrible drama. Sadly, it's not a television drama. It's real life. MY life.Death is a part of life. I know this. I also know that life doesn't end here. Regardless, today was still an ending.I don't get to see my dad, or visit with him on the phone anymore in this life. He won't come and visit my family in Texas. It breaks my heart. He will be so missed.But this past week has been enlightening for me. I have watched streams of people from church, his work, and his community come to him and express their love. They come with food, with stories, and with broken hearts. They offer help and comfort. I am leaving inspired and determined to be a better wife, mother, and friend.My dad lived a wonderful life and left a great legacy for me. He was generous, loyal, and honest. He believed in God and in Jesus Christ. He believed that everyone had value, and anyone could change.Love you, Dad. See you on the other side.